Cinderella Malang

Malam ni hidup rasa sendirian berhad.
Saya rasa saya hilang segala.
Impian baru sungguh kelam dan kabur.
Saya tahu saya tewas lagi dengan perasaan kali ini.
Sungguh, saya sudah sakit dan letih.
Sesungguhnya saya cinderella malang yang silap meninggalkan sepatunya.

Rindu hidup gula-gula

Hari ini saya rasa hidup saya sungguh pahit macam petai tanpa lemak. 

Iaitu pahit semata-mata.

Saya tercari-cari mana hidup gula-gula saya yang dulu.

Yang senyum dan tawanya sungguh ikhlas dan tidak berbaur unsur rasuah.

Sedangkan waktu-waktu begini, jika disogok rasuah sebesar mana pun.. naahh handbag coach mahupun LV mahupun Gucci , ataupun kereta baru idaman saya, kesimpulannya saya tetap tak happy atau keberkesanannya seketika cuma.

Mungkin pendekatan saya pada Tuhan tidak sepenuhnya, walhal itulah perkara utama yang perlu dilakukan dalam hidup sebagai hamba-Nya.

Namun saya bersyukur Allah masih sayangkan saya dan beri saya hal-hal yang terbaik dalam hidup walaupun tak lepas dari rintangan secara bergilir.

Saya rindu hidup gula-gula saya.
Semoga satu hari nanti Allah pulangkan kembali diwaktu saya benar-benar memerlukannya.

So much for my happy ending

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be


You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be


It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done